Post by Emma on Feb 25, 2012 15:49:35 GMT -5
Children were pathetic things to look at in the first place, but this one was the worst.
She couldn’t be more than four years old, an age when most children shrieked like banshees and ran around like chickens with their heads cut off. But for the past long while, so long I couldn’t even remember when I’d first seen her, she’d simply sat in the corner of a dismal little room, furnished only with two chairs and a mirror. She had raven hair not unlike my own, but done up in silly tight curls that barely reached her chin. Her absurdly chubby face was grubby and dirty, as were her hands, which curiously were scratched as well. But most laughable of all was the dress she wore, if it was even worthy of being called that- a frilly pink abomination, bell-shaped with lacy sleeves and more the kind of thing a doll would wear than a human being. Oddly enough, she seemed to despise the dress just as much as I did, staring down at herself with an uncharacteristically cold stare. That was another oddity about this child- she didn’t appear to have irises. Her eyes were pitch-black, seemingly devoid of soul and emotion.
The bedroom she was in was ornate beyond comparison, even rivalling my own. The floor was deep emerald-green marble shot through with veins of gold, and the ceiling deepest blue with silver representations of the moon, supported by alabaster columns. The bed was a mountain of gold and white silk, with goose-feather pillows, and the furniture, a dresser, a table and chair, and a vanity with a crystal mirror, was of rich ebony. Sitting at the vanity was one of the most beautiful women I’d ever seen. Tall with long, rich chestnut hair and jade-green eyes, she was fine and regal and elegant- and at the same time, strangely frightening. As well as the instinctive fear was a strange urge that was so unfamiliar; it took me a moment to place it. After a moment, I realized what it was- the need to please. This woman had to be kept happy under any circumstances. Standing beside the lady was a homely maid- or maybe she only seemed like that, compared to how utterly stunning she was. I only wished I could be so beautiful.
“Who will I be entertaining tonight?” asked the woman in Latin. Her voice was haughty.
“The Count of Ornac, milady,” said the maid as she fixed her mistress’s hair.
“Ugh. Idiot.” She gave a derisive giggle. “Just like my late husband…”
“Milady!” whispered the maid. “The child…”
The beautiful woman stopped laughing immediately. She turned her head slowly, looking at the little girl as if it were a rat that had just entered her room and not a child. Her tone was unspeakably cold. “What’s the girl doing here?”
“Don’t know, milady. She just turned up.” She flashed the pathetic girl a pitying look.
The woman rose from her seat, and began to walk towards the girl in a slow, predatory manner. She leaned down over her, looming intimidatingly as the child quivered under her gaze.
“Lucrezia,” she spat, like it was something exceptionally vile, “GO HOME. You’re supposed to be with your brother!”
Lucrezia looked miserable enough to make me feel sorry for her. Her mouth was turned down, her shoulders sagging, and her eyes had bulged in a way that would have been cute in most children, but was disquieting in her. The woman balked and sharply turned away.
“It’s no good staring. I won’t take you with me. I told you, your brother can look after you.” She scoffed impatiently, sand snatched her hand away. “Lucrezia, this is a court. A proper court. A royal court. I can’t walk around here with a-”
Suddenly she drew her hand away with a scream of disgust, wiping it furiously on a kerchief. “And she’s filthy again! Look at what I’m wearing; how am I supposed to kiss my own daughter goodbye when she’s been rolling in-”
Like a proper lady, she stopped herself from swearing, pressing a hand tightly over her mouth. At the same time, she fixed Lucrezia with a steely glare. The girl’s face I couldn’t read.
“Aren’t you going to say anything?” the woman murmured.
The girl just stared back. The woman rubbed her forehead irritably before making a shooing motion, at which the maid quickly took Lucrezia by the arms and tugged her out of the room.
I had no sense of the passage of time, but I felt that it was somehow later. The marble halls were lit with torches, and they were empty. Lucrezia, still in that horrid pink thing, crept slowly along the shadows. I had the oddest compulsion to follow her as she headed for the ornate room her mother had flung her out of. Opening the ebony door softly, she peered inside, and I peered in with her. The room was dark, lit only by a red lantern that did little in the way of illumination. However, I could still make out the figure of Lucrezia’s mother on the bed along with another figure. What they were doing was not difficult to guess. Lucrezia stared, of course, having no idea what she was witnessing. I drew back, uninterested, but then stumbled back in shock as I realized the moans were ones of pain. There was a sickening crack, and then agonized screams from other figure, a man. I doubled back into the room. Lucrezia’s mother had a terrifying grin on her face as she wrestled the wildly thrashing man. She was skinning him alive, revealing shiny flesh as the pearly white sheets were stained with flecks of blood. Something thick was flung into my eyes, and I shut them and tried to rub them, realizing disgustedly that that, too, was blood.
When I opened them, the screaming had not stopped, but now Lucrezia’s mother was looking directly at me. She was no longer smiling, her blood-streaked face completely stoic. But those green eyes that had sparkled so luxuriously were frighteningly cold and angry. I looked down at myself, seeing the polished black shoes, the pink frilly dress now spotted with blood. I looked back up as a hand grasped my shoulder, squeezing it painfully tightly.
My eyes filled with tears as I looked up at Mommy, realizing that I’d made a horrible mistake. I opened my mouth, trying to say, Don’t hurt me, but I couldn’t speak.
And then the door was slammed in my face, knocking me onto my back.
My next sensation was waking up in a bed, streaked with sweat, shaking and gasping violently. The sheets were wound around my arms and legs, momentarily giving me the impression that I was bound, and I flipped out of the bed entirely, viciously ripping the sheets from my body. Still panting for breath, crawling on the floor like a dog, I felt a wave of nausea overcome me, and I vomited noisily right there on the floor. Feeling like a disgusting drunk, I attempted to stand, but my stomach heaved and I was forced to stay down until my stomach had emptied itself. Then I scrabbled for purchase on the wardrobe next to me, and pulled myself up, spitting ‘Brisingr’ as I did. The candles in my room flickered to life, and in the new illumination I stopped to look at myself in the mirror fastened to my dresser.
My skin was sickly pale, my eyes teary. I was shaking violently and uncontrollably. My face was streaked with sweat and vomit, so that locks of dark hair stuck to my cheeks. I had never looked so hideous in my life. At the moment, though, that wasn’t my concern- only that I was myself again. I placed my hands on the mirror, fingers outstretched, staring at my contorted face, my naked body, the surroundings around me. I was the Prophet, the most important woman in Alagaësia. Malandra. Myself. Not an emotionally dead little girl. This was the Cathedral, my Cathedral, not the court of Latinae. But even this realization, this logic that should have been comforting, was not enough to stop the fear and revulsion coursing through me. I wanted to cry, be sick, and scream all at once. I placed my forehead against the cool glass of the mirror, still trembling and hyperventilating, then slowly slid to the floor, collapsing there and curling up.
It took a while for reason to triumph emotion. When it did, I was swept with a wave of new ones- disgust, mostly, at myself. I feared no Rider, king, or god, and yet here I was, brought down to my knees by an ordinary nightmare- a trick of the mind, no matter how cruel. The events, though true, were ones of the past, and utterly unable to have any effect on me. I was Malandra Ramakrishna. Alagaësia was my throne. This thought empowered me. I was Malandra Ramakrishna. I was worshipped like Nyx, and rightfully so. I rose from my ridiculous fetal position, looking towards the crystal windows. It was still night, but I was no longer tired. On top of which, I was stinking and most unattractive. It simply would not do. I stood up shakily, but kept my face set in rigid determination as I pulled the rope that would summon a slave.
A boy appeared, who, after seeing my nakedness, was very careful to fix his gaze on anything in the room except for me. I ordered him to prepare my bath, steaming hot and scented with rose petals. He was obedient but slow, and I spent the time he took to ready the marble tub tapping my foot irritably, impatient but not impatient enough to waste magic doing it instantaneously. Besides, slaves were exceptionally well trained at their duties. A bath I made personally was always somewhat disappointing. When prepared by a slave, it was well worth the wait. Once the final bucket was dumped, the boy stooped to clean my mess and disappeared into one of the cramped servants’ corridors. I allowed myself one more moment of anticipation before finally placing one leg into the steaming water, pausing to enjoy the blazing heat, and then sliding all the way into it with a sigh of pleasure.
I spent the next hour or so lounging shamelessly in the water, blowing bubbles, dunking my head underwater, and fooling around in general. Then, as the water grew cold and my thoughts returned to the nightmare- and my shocking reaction to it- my mood grew dark once more, and I yanked on the bell to summon my cosmetics attendants. Four slaves appeared, all female. I allowed myself to be pulled from the tub and settled myself into a high-backed chair. One slave washed and combed my hair, one attended to my nails, the third covered me with moisturizing berry paste, while the fourth, the youngest, held up a bowl of sweets for me to eat. She was unfamiliar to me, and trembled every time I reached for a chocolate. By then, night was beginning to fail and the light from the windows was deep blue. It was at that point that I heard a knock at my door. I waved at the girl carrying sweets to open it. She approached the ornate doors and opened them, bowing to the person that stepped inside. A Paladin or an Oracle, then.
“Good morning, Your Holiness! Ooh, look at you. Maidservants, chocolates, pedicure… do you have a harem of sex slaves yet, or shall I get one for you?”
I paused with a chocolate-covered strawberry halfway inside my mouth as one of my least favourite Paladins strode into the room. The lilting accented voice, cheery tone and confident gait was very difficult to misplace. Cyprus D’Ellsadro was certainly attractive for a peasant, and she knew it. She wore enormous thigh-high leather boots to show off her impressive leg length, a very small leather skirt, and a lacy black corset to emphasize her bust. Her ash-brown hair was pulled up into a messy bun, revealing her smiling face and sparkling blue-green eyes. But the overly tanned skin, the accent, the slightly loping gait- no matter what she believed, she was a commoner through-and-through. And a bloody annoying one to boot. I straightened in my chair as D’Ellsadro approached, leaning against the wardrobe and beaming down at me. Her inane cheeriness in the face of what had just happened made my temper flare. I snapped my fingers at the slave-girls, who quickly cleared their mess and hurried out the door.
“What ‘ave you got to report, D’Ellsadro?” I snapped. “I’m very curious to hear about how tragedy befell two of my men these past few days. A little bird told me you were around to witness everyzing.”
“I was in the neighbourhood. Just in time to see that naughty experiment book it.”
“Oh, so he’s still alive then? Where did he run off to?”
D’Ellsadro paused, suddenly looking uncertain. “Well, he DID leave pretty suddenly… and he’s good at hiding!”
“In other words; you ‘ave no idea. You are useless.”
Cyprus turned slightly to narrow her eyes at me, pouting her lips. “Don’t blame this on me, you ugly hag. Your serum isn’t working so good for me anymore.”
I folded my arms and closed my eyes, settling back in the chair. “And my Paladins?”
“Long story short, turns out Castillon tracked Relian’s experiment to Carvala. After a battle of the ages, he was defeated. Later, Sadean, desperate for revenge, lost his vocal cords in his over-eagerness. But Castillon was a terrible Paladin anyway, and Sadean’s still alive! So all’s well that ends well!”
“Are you so sure about that?”
“Eh?”
I raised one hand and, muttering the words of the ancient language under my breath, extended the nails of my left hand into long, elegant blades that I traced along D’Ellsadro’s cheekbones. She froze on the spot; mouth pressed into a thin line, and then winced as I began to cut along her cheeks. Blood streamed forth from the two slits in her cheeks as I twirled two other fingers and stabbed them into one of the Paladin’s shoulders, pinning her against the wall. D’Ellsadro uttered a pained cry and grabbed at the nails, attempting to wrench them out of her, but I held her fast by embedding two other nail spears into her previously unhurt shoulder. I then watched as she squirmed, helpless, for a few seconds, utterly alike to a rat caught in a trap.
“I was wondering, just between us girls…” I hissed, stepping out of the chair. The berry paste clung to my curves, and juices streamed down my body. “why? Why did I bother to invest my precious time and money on a lying, pathetic, backwater piece of shit like you? The job your duty, is to bring back escaped patients so I can instruct them further on the nuances of pain. Disappoint me again and I shall-”
I paused, tilting my head and taking a step back from D’Ellsadro. She had changed. Her lips were pulled back into an enormous snarl, revealing pointed fangs where there had once been perfectly straight, human teeth. Her eyes, as well, were unusually feral with their dilated pupils. I stepped closer, observing the change in the Paladin. She had pressed herself even further against the wall, where she trembled violently, obviously dying to leap on me and shred me to pieces. Perhaps the serum really wasn’t working out for her anymore. Her body must have gotten used to the dosage. I retracted my nails, sending the werewolf crashing to the floor. The shock knocked her out of her partial transformation, leaving her confused and motionless. I stepped back into the tub to scrub the paste off of my body, only pausing to give one sneering, contemptuous look at D’Ellsadro as she struggled to climb to her feet.
“You stink like an animal, D’Ellsadro. Go wash yourself, and meet me in the dungeons.”
Characters Used;; Malandra Ramakrishna with Cyprus D'Ellsadro
Words;; 2685
Muse;; Uhhh... good. o.O
Thoughts;; Muahaha, I haz an EVIL plan for this thread. Please look in the RP Discussion board if you want to jump in before making a post. >.>