Post by Angmor on Jan 24, 2011 20:30:50 GMT -5
With its many twists and turns, unexpected developments, and sudden shifts of fate, life was a very difficult thing of which to make sense. It was an intersecting and interconnecting lattice of decisions and outcomes, in which a being was but a single thread. Small decisions often snowballed into avenging avalanches of change that could sweep a person in a new direction, altering the course of that life. Perhaps for a short time, perhaps forever.[/blockquote]
The choice to confront a thief, to provide a theoretical example.
One rash choice of choosing to accost a potentially dangerous thief stealing something from ones home could perhaps lead to nearly losing ones life. This could lead to having ones life saved by a mysterious, solitary woman, who may or may not be hiding some dark secret in her enigmatic past. This could, theoretically, lead to a meeting with a senior Rider and Dragon who might, equally theoretically, know something important about the object that was stolen. This perhaps could lead to said Rider and Dragon charging one with a difficult and dangerous quest, for which one would most likely be entirely useless. Even these events, however, were not yet the avalanche. There could still be turning back from this. No, the true linchpin for such a situation lay in one thing: Whether or not the person in question was foolish enough to actually accept such a quest.
In short, Vaoris thought dismally to himself as he bounced up and down in the saddle, life was strange, and he was a fool.
A week ago, he had thought none of these things. A week ago, his life made sense. He was an apprentice scholar in the Grand Library, pursuing his chosen profession. Filing and maintaining parchments, wondering, researching, learning. Facing nothing more dangerous than the occasional infected papercut. A life that he loved. But then, the theoretical events described had come to pass, in a terrifyingly untheoretical way. From that moment forward, he had been swept along by fate at a frantic pace, driven by Hendalacon's urgings and Rohiriel's sense of urgency. The latter, especially, was impossible to deny, and he found himself totally unable to stop himself from a headlong rush into the unknown.
You could have said no. He accused himself. Even after all that talk of 'destiny' and 'first step of the journey,' you still could have said no. You have no one to blame for this but yourself.
Absorbed with his musings, he suddenly realized that his horse had decided to set a more leisurely pace, slowly falling behind his two traveling companions as their mounted shapes were slowly being lost to the mist.
To make matters worse, the horse he had been given for the journey was both stubborn and lazy, a very irritating combination, especially for a novice rider. With a soft curse, he dug his heels into the beast's side, spurring it up the mossy track to catch up with Dantie and Rohiriel.
They made for... interesting companionship, those two. Six days of travel from Ilirea really was not enough time to get to know them as friends, but was enough to get a long look at their exterior idiosyncrasies and habits, all of which his trained scholar's mind dutifully observed and recorded. Upon first meeting Dantie, he had taken an immediate dislike to the elf. He was loud, arrogant, boastful and egotistical, always seeming too self-absorbed to notice a mere apprentice scholar. Vaoris had done little to mask his dislike, and the slightly older elf seemed to have picked up on that emotion enough to reciprocate in kind. Since that day, however, they had managed to hash out some kind of a relationship, if not in friendship than at least a mutual tolerance. Dantie was not a bad conversationalist, and they had shared some enjoyable discourse around the campfire at night. The annoyance remained, however. The top student's favorite subject for talk was always himself, and he was very sure of his opinions, quick to anger at any kind of serious challenge to his beliefs. This made any polite philosophic debate impossible, quickly making Vaoris homesick for the earnest exchanges of thoughts and reasonings in his favorite taverns back in Ilirea. The person he truly wanted to sit down and talk with was Rohiriel. She, after all, was a mystery. No one knew who she was or where she came from, what she did with the time she did not spend in the Grand Library, or anything else about her past. As far as anyone knew, she had no friends in whom she confided, nor much in the way of acquaintances. She was a puzzle, and Vaoris had always been fond of puzzles. His well-honed intellectual curiosity stirred within him whenever he thought of her, hungry for knowledge on a subject in which literature was so sparse. Without being obvious about it, Vaoris had turned his full scholarly attention toward her, attempting to be the first to get a glimpse in.
And been frustrated at every turn.
If Rohiriel was a puzzle, she seemed bound and determined to stay that way. All attempts to engage her in a running conversation had so far been politely but firmly rebuffed, most often in mono-syllables. Around the campfire at night, she would always distance herself, usually staring contemplatively into the flames to studiously avoid all eye-contact with her traveling companions. At these times, Vaoris took the opportunity to study her as much as he could. He had come to realize that she was almost... jumpy. She was always reacting to sudden noises or flashes of movement, her hands often twitching for the dagger that he had never seen leave her person. He had begun to notice the aura of tension that surrounded her, like being in the presence of a coiled spring. She seemed perpetually ready for something, but he could not for the life of him imagine what it was. Whenever he was in conversation with Dantie, Vaoris would always spare an eye to her, trying to orient himself in such a way as to make the conversation an open invitation. Occasionally, he would see her look up, listening intently, her expression suggesting that she wanted to join in. But she never had. It was almost as if she was afraid of what that contact might do. In fact, the only real contact she had with them was when she was drilling their cover story...
Ah yes... Cover story. He thought, remembering just how ridiculous he felt.
After charging them with the task, Hendalacon had used his magic to scry the location of the book that was the object of their quest. His vision had revealed the gates of Teirm, a famous human port city, believed by many to mark the first landing of elves in Alagaesia. More importantly, Vaoris knew from his research, the heavy commerce through the city meant it was rife with criminals, and a perfect place for a thief to hide and exchange goods. In his messenger's satchel that currently bumped at his side, he'd packed as much useful lore about the city as he could find, hoping that it would eventually come in handy. Immediately after setting out, however, Rohiriel had informed them that they would be conducting their mission in Teirm under the guise of humans. Her reasoning was, since they had really no idea where to start looking for the thief and her book, that traveling as humans would draw far less notice and stave off hostility from the city's residents. Despite both his and Dantie's protests, she had brooked no arguments on this point, and immediately began drilling them on the story they would use, repeating it so many times that Vaoris was sure he would soon be able to speak it backwards, letter by letter. Rohiriel would masquerade as a human noblewoman, the heir of a household in the Tears known for its collection of books and rare antiquities. Dantie would be convincing as her hulking bodyguard, and Vaoris would play the part of her loyal herald and personal aide. In theory, Vaoris saw no fault with this. The human societal system of nobility was so twisted and confusing, it would be easy to act the part without anyone turning a hair. The problem was that he would actually have to do it.
To this end, Rohiriel had purchased clothing from a passing textile merchant, using a goodly amount of persuasion to get a decent price. At her urging, Vaoris was now dressed almost entirely in black. Tunic and breeches of expensive black silk, leading down to his polished black traveling boots. Over this, instead of his usual grey robe, she had given him a high collared, knee-length traveling coat of black, accented tastefully with fields of deep red. After looking at his reflection in a nearby stream, he had to admit that he looked almost handsome, the dark colors matching well the black of his hair and setting off the paleness of his eyes. All in all, he looked well the part he was supposed to play, and that was the problem. Inside, he did not at all feel like a servant to nobility. He felt silly, a child in borrowed finery. He did not have the attitude for being handsome, nor did he harbor an ambitions to be. Worse, Rohiriel had been very thorough with his disguise, Through a spot of creative spellwork, she had used the Ancient Language to rid him of the point of his ears, making them as round as a human's. It felt thoroughly unnatural to him, like there was always something clamped to his earlobes. Ever since she applied the spell, he had to resist the urge to reach up and touch them, like ones tongue probing the gap of a lost tooth. How he was supposed to act with confidence and poise in such a way, he had no idea.
Rohiriel was somewhat similarly attired, although notably more richly than himself. He had to admit, she looked every inch nobility. Dantie had cleverly managed to evade the full treatment, instead donning the suit of full plate armor that he had inexplicably thought might be useful to haul all the way from Ilirea. Vaoris now regretted teasing him about the constant clanking.
That was one of the very few sounds around them at that particular moment. Several hours before, they passed through the foothills of the Spine mountains, making their way into one of the few gaps in the huge coastal range. Here the ubiquitous snow and ice seemed to stop, as if actively repelled by an opposing force. As the road wound on through the cleft beside the Toark river, the atmosphere gave way to a world of dampness and mold, shrouded by a thick fog that obscured all visibility to a distance of barely ten feet. Intermittent droplets of moisture dropped down on them from unseen trees clinging to the sides of the dark and menacing mountains on either side. The effect was rather like swimming through a tunnel, submerged in clammy, rancid water, smelling of death and decay. Just then, a drip of water landed squarely on the back of his neck.
He shivered.
He remembered reading of this phenomenon before. Throughout the winter, warm winds off the cooling western sea condensed the frigid air, shrouding the shore in a warm mist. Snow seldom fell in this area, and even a few deciduous plants managed to live through the depth of winter. Vaoris knew that the fog was not likely to lift throughout their visit in Teirm... Or would it? For the first time, he wondered just how long this errand might take. After all, they hadn't the slightest idea where to start looking for the lost book, and Hendalacon could not fend of Master Vanir forever. Eventually, he would need to either return to his duties, or find other employment.
Woah, don't think too far ahead. Just concentrate on the moment.
But of course, the moment was not particularly pleasant. Silence clung heavily to him like a wet cloak, broken only by the muffled footfalls of the three horses. He squirmed uncomfortably, looking to the impassive backs of his companions for conversation. Dantie seemed wrapped in his own thoughts, his features hidden by the full visor of his helmet. Rohiriel might as well have been the same, her face set in her typical stony expression of supreme focus.
Finally, he could take it no longer.
"So..." He spoke out, more to break into the oppressive silence than anything. "According to my map, the city should be just a few miles up ahead. Is there..." He scrambled for something useful to say. "...Anything we need to get ready?"
Woo! I pulled it off! One of my better posts, fifteen minutes to spare. Who da' man?
...Ok, I'm never saying that again.