Post by Angmor on Jan 14, 2011 18:45:13 GMT -5
In his early life, Teiris never thought much of running as a form of exercise. Useful as it might have been in some situations, it lacked challenge in his mind. One foot in front of the other, repeat as necessary. Boring.[/blockquote]
After the many twists and turns his life had taken since then, however, he had realized the truth. Running was not a physical exercise. Rather, it was a mental one.
Of course, there is definitely a physical side to it... He thought ruefully to himself, wiping the sweat from his eyes with the back of his hand. He was always testing his limits these days, and he was definitely feeling them now. His throat and lungs burned in the cold air, and the beat of his pulse sounded erratically in his ears as if his head had become a tribal drum. The joints of his legs had begun protesting with each impact of his feet upon the ground, and the muscles spanning them felt like they were dissolving into liquid. And of course none of this was helped by the bleeding arrow-wound in his side. He was both weaponless and friendless, while his reletless pursuer had both. In short he was running out. Out of space, out of options, and out of time.
No, running wasn't just a mental exercise either. Running was a way of life.
When he had woken up that morning, he hadn't expected for his day to end this way. Three days before, he had managed to secure a job as a stable assistant in a tiny village at the foot of the Spine, some leagues south of the Palancar Valley. In the six months since his escape, he had been marginally successful evading his pursuers, but running out of money was constantly an issue, and he thought that his presence at such an out of the way place would remain unnoticed. It had been sheer bad luck that a quartet of bounty hunters had rode into down that day, and had recognized his face from the wanted posters as he had been attending to their horses. He had only just managed to escape, spooking the beasts to give him enough of a distraction to make a break for it. The ploy worked, but not before one of the bounty hunters managed to loose his bow and loose a blind shot that took Teiris in the right side. Luckily the wound was not deep, with most of the impact blunted by the thick leather of his coat, but it still bled profusely before it finally clotted around the arrow's head. He'd already snapped off the shaft, casting it aside as far as he could. Worse still, he had not managed to grab any supplies or weapons. He hadn't even been able to collect his first pay.
His only stroke of luck had been the direction he had managed to take, bringing him to the west and into the foothills of the Spine, instead of the open plains of the road where he would have been easy prey. The dense forest sheltered him from sight. This was little comfort, though. In the dead of winter, most of the trees were bare, doing little to impede an arrow's progress. Worse, his feet were crunching through a layer of mostly-melted snow, leaving clear tracks that a blind child could track. The sky under the westering orange sun was clear and cloudless, almost mocking him with its beauty. There would be no snow. His only hope was to find some expanse of bare rock further in the mountains, and then find a cave or some other shelter where he could hide from his pursuers until they gave up. And of course, all this before either ran out of endurance, bled out, or was caught.
Just then, he stumbled on a fallen branch hidden by the snow, wrenching him back to reality with a jolt of pain. He hissed through his teeth, feeling a single tear leak from between his eyelids to evaporate against his cheek as he ran.
Come on, suck it up. He told himself firmly, clenching his teeth hard. It's just pain. You know a thing or two about pain. It can't stop you. The voice of his uncle floated unconsciously through his mind, rising from the knife-edged corridors of his eidetic memory.
You are unbeatable, remember that. They can't beat you unless you give up.
With that thought, he was able to focus past the pain and discomfort, picking up his flagging pace as he repeated to himself, over and over.
Unbeatable. Unbeatable. Unbeatable.
He couldn't say how long and far he ran. Time and distance were meaningless. His senses had receded, as if a thin veil had fallen on the world. He felt as if he was a detached observer from within his own body, studying some clinical specimen.
Blood-loss, probably. This absent part of him thought. After all, he'd had experience with blood loss, having spent much of the past year experience some form of it.
Just then, the air behind him was filled with an angry whistle. Before he could even begin to react, something struck him hard in the lower leg, sending him off balance. He collapsed forwardly limply, skidding to a halt on the hard snow.
For several moments he lay there, unable to do much besides gasp like a landed fish, pondering his position like a drunkard. Very slowly, he turned on his side, looking for the object that had sent him here. He did not have to look far before he found himself looking down at a long arrow, fletched with what looked like a turkey feather. There would be nothing inherently alarming about this, if it was not for the fact that the shaft was embedded in the muscled portion of his left calf. As tired as he was, he could not quite start to register alarm at this, although it would probably begin to hurt pretty soon...
He almost didn't notice as a scruffy, tough-looking man emerged from the trees, bow in hand. Teiris immediately recognized the face of one of the bounty hunters.
This is the second time this man has shot me. He thought to himself, the slightest trace of anger stirring in his chest.
Upon finding his prey lying helpless before him after a long and arduous chase, the hunter did what any man would; double over, gasping.
"My... You..." The man managed eventually, moving a bit closer. "By the blood of Nyx herself... I can't believe that you ran this far with one of my stingers in you."
At the man's words, Teiris felt himself snap back into reality. His body ached all over, and there were now lines of fire arcing through his leg. His limbs felt like they were held down with invisible ropes of exhaustion. He fought it, gritting his teeth, waiting...
"Oh come now boy, don't be so upset. You can be proud of yourself for getting this far."
Teiris waited.
"By the gods, you are a young thing. They keep putting out bounties younger and younger these days. But still, a man's got to make a living..."
There. As the man's voice came closer, a face appeared in Teiris’ vision. This was what he had been waiting for.
Summoning all of his strength into one savage blow, he locked on the face and kicked it as hard as he could.
The man's jaw clicked, and the head snapped back. All feral rage, Teiris kicked again, this time to the stomach, sending his opponent stumbling against a tree. The bow dropped from the man's hand, groping for something on his belt...
Knowing he had to beat the forthcoming dagger from its sheath, Teiris scrambled to his feet, ignoring all of his body's protests with a snarl. Summoning every last reserve of strength, he threw himself toward his opponent, both feet first.
Crunch
As his feet connected with the man's neck, something gave sickeningly under the impact, like a snapped twig. Unable to catch himself, Teiris fell hard on his back, totally spent, unable to move again. He stared up at the bounty hunter, waiting. Strangely, the man made no move to avenge himself. The gloating expression had been replaced by one of complete and total surprise, then increasingly alarmed. Suddenly his body went limp, falling on Teiris, who found himself staring straight into the man's wide, panicked eyes, his throat making little urking sounds, growing ever more feeble. Finally, they stopped altogether, the eyes growing unfocused, the body going limp. Teiris could tell that he was dead.
There was suddenly a profound silence in the wood, disturbed only by the sighing of the wind across the snow. Coming back to his wits, Teiris cautiously rolled the body off him, pushing away the horrid, staring eyes. This done, he collapsed onto his back, staring up into the darkening orange sky as it was blurred by his tears.
He wasn't sure how long he lay there in the cold, crying unashamedly, releasing all the pent up tension within him. Minutes, probably, no more. Finally, his tears were spent, and he knew it was time to get moving again. This couldn't just stop. There were at least three more bounty hunters out there, somewhere. He drew in a slow deep breath, letting the cold seep into his lungs, banishing all thoughts of sleep.
Alright, Teiris. Time to get moving again.
Cautiously, he took stock of his latest injury. He had not fared as well with this one. The protection of his coat stopped just below the knee, and the fabric of his breeches had provided no resistance to the piercing power of the arrow. Still, there was some luck. His second kick had forced the head all the way through his leg, an operation that would have been more unpleasant to do consciously. All he had to do was break off the head on one side, and remove the shaft on the other. He sighed.
This is going to hurt...
He was right.
It did.
Profanity was such a marvelous thing, sometimes. He indulged in as much as he knew, probing his wound to see the extent of the damage. Again, he was lucky. The arrow had only punctured muscle, missing any major nerves or arteries. In fact, there wasn't very much blood at all. It just looked rather... gruesome.
He suppressed a gag, looking away. He wasn't squeamish, but there was just something about being able to see his own muscle tissue working that twisted his stomach.
Ok... Alright. Bind it up, don't look at it.
He removed his scarf, tying it tightly around the wound as he groaned against the pain. That was the best he could do for his injuries. This done, he turned his attention to the body.
He had become far too good at this searching business, he reflected as he crawled laboriously to the dead man, arraying his possessions on the snow. A hunting knife, a small dagger. A small satchel, containing a loaf of bread, a short coil of robe, and a pat of bee's wax. Medium-sized compound bow, along with a simple leather quiver with twenty-four arrows. These he looked at dubiously. The blades he knew for a fact would be useful, but he had never been trained with a bow, and had only a basic idea how to use one.
Well, he told himself, gathering up the objects. No time like the present to learn.
He fastened the man's belt over his own, the sheathed weapons hanging from it. He struggled for a moment with the quiver, but soon had it slung over his right shoulder, just like an illustration he'd seen in one of his books. He shook his head. It seemed he was destined to rob corpses these days. He had gotten his first dagger from the soldier he had killed that night...
...Three more steps. That was all that stood between him and freedom. Three more steps, and a single sentry, guarding the exit to the cathedral. Teiris remained in the shadows, watching. It would be so easy. The man's back was to him, distracted smoking his pipe. A dagger was sheathed on the back of his belt, easily in reach. After whatever the Oracle had done to him, he could remember Tahn's voice like his old master was whispering it in his ear, instructing his sons on just how this operation worked. And yet, he hesitated. Could he do it? Could he really just go forward and end a man's life?
He could feel his heart pounding. His escape from the cages down below could be uncovered any second. There could be a Paladin hunting him right this moment. Freedom from this horrible place was close, close enough that he could taste it, and they only thing that it would cost him would be the life of another. Could he do it? Could he become a killer?
After one more moment, the answer was yes.
His mind made up, he inched forward, listening to the instructions from his past on how to stalk a target. His bare feet made no sound on the stone floor.
Two more steps...
One...
He reached out his hand, inching toward the sheathed dagger...
With an explosive burst of motion, he ripped the blade from its place. Before the man could even begin to turn around, Teiris had clamped a hand over his mouth, tilted the head up, and slit his throat.
He was surprised at how little resistance there was. The blade cut easily through the flesh, feeling just like he was slicing meat at the dinner-table.
The man was dead before he hit the ground.
"No!" Teiris snarled, forcibly shoving the sudden vivid memory back below the surface of his consciousness. That was happening more and more, lately. Those sudden visions thrusting themselves into his mind. Whatever had been done to him that fateful night, it was definitely getting worse. He shuddered.
Get a grip. You have to learn to control this. Or it will destroy you. But now is not the time.
His instincts screamed that he had lingered here for too long. Very carefully, he attempted to stand, using the bow as a cane. This instantly proved too painful, and he collapsed with a cry. For a moment, he was crushed by the enormity of the task at hand. His body was utterly spent, he was sore and bleeding. He could not even stand up.
And yet, he had to move. He had to.
Steeling himself one last time, he picked a direction, and began to drag himself away at a crawl, wincing at every movement.
Not beaten. Not beaten. Not beaten...